February 2012
10 posts
“feels like a flood is commin….”
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family problems…. always at d back of ur mind…. tryin 2 push it away… tryin 2 ignore it… tryin to forget it… but its there… am i to do something??… but i’m scared 2 do anythin bout it… but its there… isnt it… its there…. Lord i dont know wat 2 do… help me…
“i wish/ think i should b home… but yet i dont wan 2 b home….”
– =(
alone in the hostel....
it was really scarry actually… i was back 2 weeks earlier, but i went back on weekends lah… and i thought my frens (coursemates) which were bak were in their own rooms… but not until i was bak i found out they were actually in another block… our original block suppose got no1 stay… but i didnt wan 2 go and get the key frm the office… coz… 1 they will put...
两个我。。
有些东西，说好听是多方面思维，但难听一点的是自相矛盾，更难听的是这个人神经病。。
我相信我的身体里住着很多个自己。。
每一个，每一个自己，都是自己。。
在读书时，有两个是最明显的。。
他们常常会有以下的对话。。
甲：又开学了，可不可以不要读呢？
已：开学就是说放假结束了，你说能不能不要读呢？
甲：可是，我都没有休息到，我不开心。。
已：读书又不会很辛苦，为什么不开开心心的上学呢？
甲：是不辛苦，但就很讨人厌，而且读书有什么用？
已：那既然不辛苦，你又何必讨厌呢？读书是为了前途嘛。
甲：屁话，前途又是什么？谁说前途一定要考读书。。
已：好的前途，要靠好的基础，现在不好好努力，以后会后悔的。。
甲：现在努力又怎样？多数读的东西，到后来都不管用了。。
已：至少要做好本分啊，你是学生，读书就是本分。。
甲：那我退学总可以了吧。。
已：退学？你想太多了，这是不可能的事。。
甲：我也知道，这是不可能的事。。
已：既然如此，你怎么就不能开心的去读书呢？
甲：我就是不想，为什么一定要那样。。
已：你又不是笨蛋，一个人开心最重要，不是吗？
甲：我不管，我就是不开心，不甘愿，不想要努力。。
已：不行，我一定要开心，要努力，要上进。。
谢佳瑜：开心？不开心？对我来说，真的是选择题，而答案总是反反复复。
“hate it when they leave the house n mumble bout a ton of things for me 2...”
January 2012
24 posts
“quickly come bak…. i’m feelin lonely….”
“sometimes i hate tumblr….
i type a long post n post it but it...”
lookin bak in my tumblr....
was lookin at my tumblr… coz its its aniversary mah… n found really alot of things happed last year… its like its been 3 years those things n complains n post happed… but it truth its only 1 year ago…. wow… its crazy….
tat day… me n my coursemates were talkin in d car… n were sayin… wow so fast we been 2gether for 1 n a half year...
“2nd year tumblr aniversary…. and i’m up again not waittin 2 sleep...”
– hmmm…. my aniversary is in chinese calender though…. =P
“after readin the newspaper article… i’m glad i was a part of...”
直下 *read in cantonise
yesterday was portfolio review…. b4 tat we were all rushin our work…. until d last minute as usual… but i not tat last minute lah… they really last minute lor… on tat mornin still doin…. but anyway it didnt start so early lah… how did it go?? like tat lor nothin much… juz sit around n wait….
at last its finish… but evey1 is vry tired n...
AHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!! -in a good way-
hahahahaha… when i think of it.. my heart beats faster n i feel like screamin… hahahaha….
rm471?? expansive?? ofcoz it is… its d most expansive thing i ever bought in my life so far…. but i dont know… i guess its coz its my 1st time… for me it was worth it… i really enjoyed myself n it was… really nice…
here’s my experince goin...
“Creativity is allowing yourself to make mistakes. Design is knowing which ones...”
– Scott Adams (via homedesigning)
surprise surprise....
me… playin plants vs. zombie…. phone rings…. jia yi…. eh?? hmmm??? she came upm wan go find choo 4 his bday??
p: hello…. ijay: hey where r u?? p: me… at hostel room lor… ijay: ya where is it?? p: erm… k12 lor… ijay: ya k12 where?? p: oooo…. k12… L4 lor.. ijay: huh?? i’m at P…. p: o… its on d other side…....
yogurt after exam....
tat day went 4 lunch n eat yogurt ice-cream wit my friends after exam in kl…. y go kl so far 4 yogurt?? coz we actually buy d online coupon like 2 months bak… now only got time 2 go….
so after our final paper… we went somewhere in chow kit 2 eat lunch… lat jiu pan mee… but actually nothin special lah… n expensive…. then we set off 2 find d yogurt...
album vs. concert
friend: so u really like ft island is it?? (1 of then tat ask me buy d album... will b told in another story)
me: erm.... ok ok lor...
friend: HUH??? ok only meh... then y u spend so much money 2 c their concert???
me: erm.... arrr... i dont wan 2 talk 2 u.... dont wan 2 talk 2 u....
ya writin it out like tat seem like y didnt i asswer her yes i like them... hmmm... now tat i think bout it i dont know... i dont like them... i like their songs.... there's a difference rite?? anyway... i know d album was cheap... n d concert ticket is expensive... n ppl dont understand y i would pay so much 2 juz c 4 a few hours n not keep it.... well for me its d experince.... i never been 2 a concert... n i think their concert will b vry high de lor.... as we were leavin the shop another fren asked me y i didnt buy tat cd... i told here i wont spend my money on this de... then she ask wat would i spend it on........ i wan 2 spend my money on experince... i wan 2 c things i never seen... do thing i never tried... go places i nevver been... tats y i choose then rm471 ticket over the rm40 album.... n its hard 4 ppl 2 understand sometimes....
“feel like dressin up… n go out… but got no where 2 go…...”
“feel like going on a trip to see the world alone….
wonder who i’ll...”
alone.... lonely...????
after stayin in d hostel room for 2 weeks wit my roommates… it is kind of weired without them…. 1 went friends room since yesterday… 1 went home… 1 went down n hav big feast wit frens…. so left me… hmmm…..
found tat when i’m alone… i get lazy… suppose 2 study… but end up fb-ing… tumblr-ing…. anthin but studyin….
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December 2011
9 posts
hmmm last day of 2011 liao wor.....
since evey1 is reflection upon this year i should too rite….
how was 2011…. CRAZY!!! i think its d most stressed year i had so far…. n i got vry lost…. thinkin bak its really scarry…. its like a black hole…. u juz lose urslf…..
but now i think i’m bak… still kind of scared i’ll get lost… but i guess i’ll know d way...
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woke up 2day my heart beatin vry fast… like somethin will happen…. was supposed 2 pass up an asgm 2day… but yesterday i got news tat we can pass it up later as long its b 4 portfolio review…. already thought it was a bad thing… when i wanted 2 get up n go fac 2 pass it up anyway… but my heart keeps beattin vry fast… n vry stressed… at last i still...
“The glory of friendship is not the outstretched hand, nor the kindly smile nor...”
– Ralph Waldo Emerson (via julie911)
“i got the tickets =D
hope i win d lucky draw too….
juz wish u guys r...”
– miss miss miss u guys lots…
Kiss me and tell me that you love me.
“insignificant….”
November 2011
17 posts
relaxin weekend at home....
1st… postcardS….. the most beautiful love letter is a letter without word….. its a letter that is sent frm ur heart straigh to mine…. haha… receivin a autumn leaf on a post card tat say paris, wit a USA stamp is juz so romantic…. o if only u were my boyfren… hahaha…. anyway i love it….. n its really such a bonus coz its 1 week after kim’s...
“hmmmm… actually its not tat far from sungai wang to klcc…..”
– i kind of like walkin….
“wish to dance in my pointe shoes again someday….”
